I experienced something so eye opening yesterday that it had awoken me to a behaviour I had been surpressing for years it was scary and threw me back when it happened.
The issue is I have a problem with building a relationship, I’ve never had issues building any thing else outside of a relationship be it my mental health or physical health or a work project, but when it comes to a relationship I struggle and rather than have dealt with it I just supress through having entered quick relationships because the idea of building something of that nature absolutely scared me.
I’m still trying to pin point the root cause but that can be done another time, the fact that this person has made me think and challenged me in such a way that I now have another part of my journey to embark on and as with anything I will take what comes and go from there live the experience.
I cannot stress enough after my awakening that
YOU CANNOT MASK OR SUPPRESS ANYTHING AS COMFY AS IT MIGHT BE IT’S NOT HELPING YOU GROW CONFRONT YOUR BAD HABIT OR ISSUES DON’T DENY YOURSELF THE RIGHT TO GROW.
peace love light